NaNoWriMo?

A few days ago, I wrote a blog post for work about NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month).  I think NaNoWriMo is a great way for both experienced and amateur writers to flex their writing skills.  Unfortunately, it presents a problem for me.

I'm too serious.  Way too serious.

About writing, I mean.  And other things, as well, but especially about writing.  One of the things about NaNoWriMo is that it's expected for the finished product to be silly or not make any sense or to be complete rubbish.  I mean, come on - do you really expect the next NY Times Bestsellers or Oprah Book Club selections to come out of this endeavor.  Highly unlikely.

I don't know if I can write knowing that this would be my outcome.  When I write, I put so much effort into it, it's almost like a second job.  Come to think of it, it is a second job in my eyes - I just don't get paid for it ... yet.

Anyway, I just don't know if I could devote that much time to writing something that will likely make me cry upon a second reading because it's so bad.  That isn't the only thing keeping me away from NaNoWriMo.  I'm also working on a slew of other creative projects that I'd have to separate myself from for a whole month in order to complete NaNoWriMo.  That's a tall order for me.  Do you realize that this is the first time since high school that I've been able to work regularly on my fiction this late in the year?  In college, I was resigned to only working on my material for three months in the summer, three or four weeks in the winter and fall, and maybe spring break.  All the other times of the year, I had to concentrate on school work.  Now that I'm a bonafide adult and have a full-time job, I can play in my little fantasy worlds year-round!

I'm not going to completely give up on NaNoWriMo just yet.  I can't do it this year.  I'm trying to get my other projects reorganized, and I'm planning a wedding for December.  Besides, I've already missed three days of valuable writing time. 

But next year is another story.  Things should have settled down on all fronts.  If I prepare by doing all my research and getting my notes together before November, I should be able to pull off a 50,000-word novel in 30 days.  Even if I don't, I could finish in December, during NaNoFiMo (National Novel Finishing Month).  And if the end result is crap, I can simply carry it over to March for NaNoEdMo (National Novel Editing Month).